When the moon fell in love with the sun All was golden in the sky

ok, so, softball has taken over my life (correction:it is like, 50% of my life) so i haven't been doing much but that. but, i've been up and down as far as sleep goes, and now my shadows are getting so bad that my cover up doesn't even work, much less match my skin color owing to my wonderful tan.. so, yeah. my knee is getting better after being smacked into a conrete bench, and then getting hit with like, 5-6 balls and other things this week. i have ONE more damn week until school is over, and then a couple of test says. huzzah. i have a ton of stuff to do next week, though. but the good news is that my friend will be coming home from arizona sometime within the next two weeks, so that makes up for everything that's gone wrong these past...3-4 months. i am so glad this school year is finally closing, because i think it was almost as bad as last year. but thats ok, because, to quote modest mouse,

"If life's not beautiful without the pain,
well I'd just rather never ever even see beauty again.
Well as life gets longer, awful feels softer.
And it feels pretty soft to me. "
i am turning 16 this summer. i am so psyched. harry potter 7 is FINALLY coming out, and so is pirates. and, hopefully, i shall be able to spend lots of time at a pool or beach with my friend.(the strangest thing happened the other day. my skin started smelling like chlorine FOR NO REASON WHAT SO EVER. i know this is usual for the first month or so after swim season ends, but.. like, 6 or 7? that can't be possible. maybe my body has mutated and started making its own chlorine??? i dunno. anyways, off side rant)

also about softball: my team made it past the first round at sections, and so i'm really excited!! i hope we win again on tuesday, so we can have a chance at new life again. that'd be super shnill. softball is also the reason i seem to be happy lately, along with a few other things. like being on better terms with one of my guy friends again. and adding a new one to the small list! heh heh, michael is so funny. but lately, i've had a lot to do, so things like finishing this colosal photoshop painting haven't been finished yet.. heh heh... oops. hopefully, i don't do something stupid next week, like break something...