When the moon fell in love with the sun All was golden in the sky

ok, right now, here's the deal. i am so fried right now, i dont know how the hell i function. i got accepted into the national honor society thinger(or whatever you call it), so right now, i have the feeling i'm going to have a shitload more expectations put on me. oh joy, more stress. i feel so stretched, and stressed out right now that i would absolutely fucking love to go smash something with a heavy bat right now. i wish i could go to a batting cage... emotioally, i feel run down, like a wreck, and i feel like i've probably been a bitch to a few people i ought not have. life is starting to drive me over the deep end i think. i need to talk to kittykins. she'll understand every damn little thing i'm going through- more or less. and if she can't understand one thing, well, i'll have her tell me what she thinks is the best approach. right now what i need is my best friend, and i dont know if i'll sleep tonight very well. i also happened to read something that has made my stomach a bit upset. yes, my typing sucks right now, and i keep having to delete in order to fix things, and my hands are shaking. sometimes i hate my life.

LIFE IS A FUCKING BITCH THAT NEEDS A BETTER HOBBY THAN MAKING MY LIFE DIFFICULT.