When the moon fell in love with the sun All was golden in the sky

Well, so much for updating more... Life, being life, is being a bitch, and not letting me have as much free time. But here's the lowdown, I guess.

†Currently, I have gotten sick with something. I have a sore throat, very tired, dizzy, and have headaches. What Joy.

†Being confined to indoor winter training, I have gotten more and more susceptible to spaz attacks, dizzy spells, and overall, working myself into oblivion in trying to make myself better. I am so smart. My coach actually had to tell me to slow down, and start breathing the other day when we did 10K tests. (Think like, a 46 minute straight row/ erg at high pressure) At halfway through, I could no longer see the read outs on the monitor because I was so dizzy. My coach actually had to sit there and keep telling me to breathe, and not take it so hard. Yeah, way to go me.

† Alas, the boy I like has a girlfriend. And I do not like it, but I like her, and I like that he is happy. I am my own worst enemy, aren't I?

†Said boy, who happens to be my friend, keeps telling me to consider the possibilities of going out with this other boy, who evidently thinks I am hot, but I do not know him very well.

†Another friend of mine challanged me to arm wrestling. But he is a sick bastard who likes to add a twit: If you lose, you have to kiss him. It was a bet I SHOULD have refused. Really. I have never kissed a boy, or, anyone for that matter, in that way. I should have declined, and let my pride take a bit of a dive. Did I? NO. I was an idiot and lost. I ought to be shot for being careless.

† I spent like, an hour and half on the phone with that boy, discussing good books, bad books, music tastes, and when I'm going to own up to that bet, and why I should take better care of myself.

† I now have irregular eating habits, and have lost a ridiculous amount of weight in a short amount of time thanks to erging and not having much of an appetite. At the same time, I have discovered it is indeed possible to subsist off of mostly 'sugared up' black tea with cream, and still do reasonably well on a 2K test. Go me. And that a 24 inch waist is in fact possible.

† We are reading Thucydides for school. He is bloody brilliant.

† My friend went back in for some treatment. I was not happy about it, but she seems to be doing alright.

†Other friend is cracking a bit under the stress of college applications. I am doing my best to help her, but then again, as screwed up as I am, I do not think I am helping very much. Hopefully I am though.

† I have found out how wonderful Tylenol PM is for inducing sleep. Hello more sleep, partial goodbye to slight insomnia!

Thus, you are left with snippets of my life as I know it. Enjoy, and review on the continuing drama that is moi.